Build up of negativity, of drama. The chaos surrounding you. The need. The never ending lack of love, the denial, the futile attempts to drag me down further and further into your realm. You will not have me. I will not let you. You are not me and I am not yours to toy with. I was never yours to play with. You cannot have me. You cannot be my fear companion anymore, not anymore, no longer. No more shall you fill my heart, my body, my mind, my negative spaces. You are not real, you do not own me. You are not my abuser, you do not carry yourself with me and I do not let you be within me anymore. You live freely now, long gone, you have melted away, gone from my mind and body. You are gone.
There is no way that you could ever not thrive. For you are so connected to God that it is inescapable your powers of love. Do not fear your absence of guidance in your life. Sometimes you just do not understand yet the reasons that life is happening the way it is. Follow the Godly voice within. For it will always take you to your ultimate goal.