The great internal war has been there plugging away always there to pull you down and away from your true mission. The truth is that the pain of the lovelessness you feel you are worth is pulling you down so that you fear love. You lose out on having your loving life, loving people and internal salvation too. Love is much more powerful than loneliness. More powerful than others who you may still feel controlled by. Let it go. You are safe in our loving arms. That is all we are really trying to convey to powerful people that you are. We love you . You are worthy still. Don’t give up.