Stop! Just stop. Put your feet on the ground and listen. Hold your heart still and take care of yourselves. Stop letting the negative influences around you lead you and create more drama and chaos in your lives. Take control back once and for all now. You have the strength, the power and the might to know who you are and what to do. Nobody can take you down or tell you what to do other than your own inner voice. Listen! Listen to it! Follow it. Let it lead you. Let it help you, guide you. It is simple.
Build up of negativity, of drama. The chaos surrounding you. The need. The never ending lack of love, the denial, the futile attempts to drag me down further and further into your realm. You will not have me. I will not let you. You are not me and I am not yours to toy with. I was never yours to play with. You cannot have me. You cannot be my fear companion anymore, not anymore, no longer. No more shall you fill my heart, my body, my mind, my negative spaces. You are not real, you do not own me. You are not my abuser, you do not carry yourself with me and I do not let you be within me anymore. You live freely now, long gone, you have melted away, gone from my mind and body. You are gone.
Why do men act like they know us? Know what we need, what we want, what we feel, what we know, who we choose to be? Why do they punish and betray us? Why do they make fools of us and make us hold our heads in shame, cause us to belittle ourselves? Why do WE choose this for ourselves, our lives, our future, our co-existences? Why do we stop looking for more and stop asking for better, for more sustenance, for more love, more compatibility, more wealth, more honour, more friendship, more love overall? Why? Because we think we are limited by how men view us, by how they deem us so, by our fathers, our ancestors. You are not your father, you are not your brother, his world is fantasy, built upon layers of useless information and ego, old drama, useless words, misspent time looking for meaning in meaningless miseries. There are no answers here. There is you and there is me. This is where we unite, meet, ground ourselves in this realm, this time, this world until you find peace and comfort and joy and all things in between. You are my God and I am yours. You are Ashkaralove.
Inside your powerful, loving heart lies a perfectly aligned spirit to all that is and all that ever was you in the beginning. You in the beginning from the moment you were brought into this human world and taught to think like others think and move like others move.
You were brought into this world not only to become the person you are today but to expand into your own awareness of the person you know inside and not just the conceptualised being that you know on the outer edges of humanity.
You are not who you think you are. You are not even close. You are human and you are soul. You are thinker and you are mind. You are honorable and you are deceitful. You are proud and you are are arrogant. You are thoughtful and you are negligent. You are all things combined and you are nothing.
Yet you hold the opinion that you are unworthy of anything because you chose to be this “thing”, this magnificent creation of your minds work. Its dishonor, its hateful pattern of influence brought only into existence by your vengeance and your hate. You were not what your mother or father thought that “you” were.
And by “you” we mean them. For they meant not to shame you but to only unburden themselves from the fears inside of them and to leave their own disgust inside of you, for their own habits are far to ingrained to be offered up to any angel or power other than their own minds.
It is not just, nor is it helpful to be held and put under this way. Nor is it okay to be left in the care of a parent or person that teaches another person that they are unworthy of love.
To be honest, it is vile and repugnant to be anything less than wholehearted and sane but it is not our judgement to make nor is it yours. It is just how love is in your life at your exact time. There is no heart that is damaged by its doings and goings on’s for it is unchanged in life.
There is just love in its entirety. Love in its truest capacity to form poverty or abundance. Wealth or lack. That is your choice. You see, it is us that comes to you and tells you that you are enough. Not your mother or your father. Not your husband or your wife. Not your love or your partner.
The only voice that you need to listen to is love. That is it. No one else, nothing but love. It is 100% your only tool to growth and glory.
Give everything to God and let love guide you.